dandylions and squirels

miami love

2006-08-24T00:27:01Z

havnt posted in soo friggen long! srry bout that...anywhooo summer was pretty kewl. i got a lot of work in at functional fitness which is good experience for me. the whole day camp thing backfired and i ended up with zero relationship with my sister...i swear she tries to hurt me...what child says no to being taken out for ice cream by their big sister?? one who hates her big sister. and im not just making this up, she tells me she hates me every day, so i just stopped talking to her cus i dont need that shit.
i failed the second semester of chem, so im not even going into that.

on the upside i love my friends...we had some great times playing football, chillen at my cottage, camping, and just doing random things. girls, u pretty much saved my life.
speaking of life savers: lauren ur the bestest best friend i could ever ask for and i cant wait to come visit u at shcool!!! im already tryin to figure out how to get up there. groood luck, i kno ull love it!

i miss my john tons and tons. im ACTUALLY going thro wihdrawl. i dont think there was more than a day or two over the summer when i didnt see him. but thankfully we have things called phones which allow me to speak to him whenever i want. :D

im pumped for my soph year at miami. partying should be hella tight!! (yea, i just said that) my classes look pretty kewl as of right now. and of course im doing my best to keep ties with old friends while making new ones. lets see how interesting things can get!!
lewis

gettin better

2006-05-30T17:26:08Z

ah, long weekends fix everything.

CHEM: i have come to terms with not being a good chem student, as long as i pass the class i dont care what i get because itll not be up to the standards i set for myself anyway. john is helping me study so things are looking good for my three credits.

WORK: victorias seceret sux balls cus they didnt hire me but im going to be working four days a week at functional fitness which will be good for me. plus once the little ones get out im running a day camp on tues and thurs thro out the summer so thatll bring me in some extra money. things are looking up in the financial department!

FAMILY: nothing has really changed here, i just have to avoid them as much as i can without feeling too guilty but without them making me crazy...oh well, life sux

FRIENDS: john my dear, u r amazing...u make all the bad stuff go away and i love u. lauren my dear, same goes out to u. the two of u get me thro any shitty stuff im going thro and i dont kno what id do without u. homework assignment: think of a bunch of random stuff to do over the summer so that we dont get stuck going to the park and listening to BSB just to kill time on a saturday night ;p hearts hearts

lewie lew lew

super stressed!!!

2006-05-16T18:57:30Z

ahhh home sux balls, i wanna go back to school! and this is ironic because school is what is making my life most stressful! hahaha laugh at the irony....so im failing chem...good thinking taking summer classes leigh, ah! im going to work my ass off so i can get a D and get my credits for it (it wont get factored into my gpa) but that SUX that i have to work my ass off to get a bad grade...its making my soooo stressed and its going to be like this all fucking summer! literally until i go back to miami, bull shit. it makes me feel so stupid and i hate it.
family life really doesnt help, my mom is fucking insane and like....doesnt want to be a part of our family anymore...plus shes secretly 18 yrs old....where does that leave me?? as the fucking mommy of the fucking household! my mom angers me to no end....it hurts so much to feel like she doesn't love us anymore, did she ever? i guess she just needs to straighten out her priorities...hopefully we r in them when shes all done with this...
i thought that this summer would be fun filled but so far its only stress filled and i feel like i have to schedule stuff to hang out with my friends. everyone is either still in school or has a job, so thers not much happening in the random hanging out department. gah!! i hate life!!

last week!!

2006-04-23T21:10:51Z

ahhh guys im going into my last week at miami for the year! crazy crazy. i hope all u seniors had a sweet ass time on spring break...i must hear stories!!! ill come back and be glowing white while all u lucky duckies are tan as....something tan.
wow this week is gunna be crazy. i hafta work mon and thurs, plus write a bazillion papers and get ready for my lab exam (plus my two exams next week). packing is gunna be a bitch. oh! and i think im getting my hair cut this week...probly jsut a trim tho, i like it long. maybe ill get side bangs or something....who knows. so yea....im gunna get back to wrting my papers now (lj is sucha good procrastination tool) peace out
lew

ps, landon is super kewl

its been a while

2006-04-10T13:26:37Z

wow i havnt updated in FOREVER. i am eternaly sorry to all of u who have been kept in the dark about the happenings of my life and who have been mentally damaged because of it. wee!

ok, so i think i left off with....spring break....but that was a really long time ago and i dont really care anymore (it was fun if u were wondering) on to the rest of life...i have three weeks of miami left...thats it! then im a friggen sophmore, how WERIRD is that!? this is just crazy to me. this week looks easy, then my parents r coming this weekend. the week after that shouldnt be bad, then its my last weekend here! the week after that i will be packing up and studying for finals (and writing a bajillion papers) so that will suck, but then i get to go home for lilly's 1st communion (awww!) and come back to miami for one day to take my finals, then im home for the freakin summer!! how strange! im gunna be sad leaving everyone here now. i am super psyched to spend the summer with the loves of my life at home but ill miss the people here a lot. we have already planned visits to eachother tho...no worries!! wow, things have changed so much since the begining of the year. i used to feel like i had no friends, and now i have a bunch of people here who i love to death. i almost dont wanna leave. gosh, college is such a roller coaster ride (speaking of....lets take a trip to cedar point this summer! who wants to go!?!) haha righto, but summer is gunna be sweeeeet. aside from seeing all my miami people once in a while, ill be taking classes and working (ok not so sweet...) but ill get to party it up with jenn and laura, john lauren and pat, mah hockey girlies (drop in games anyone!?) and my brother and i have a date with the gym and three seasons of the OC. hahaha, im pumped!
-lewielewlew

food

2006-03-02T05:49:48Z

i have just had a realization about my life: if i didnt stay up so late (and love staying up late haha) i wouldnt eat nearly as much as i do. i never eat in the morning and aside from lunch and dinner i dont eat durring the day because im too busy. but once night time hits....bam....leigh eats the world. i think im gunna start keeping a food journal or something cus i dont think thats healthy....

lewis

teeeeeeeth

2006-02-24T21:49:18Z

may i just say...that i friggin hate teeth whitening....id better have amazingly white teeth after this or so help me....im gunna do......something! rah!

prez day weekend

2006-02-22T23:47:11Z

i had an AMAZING weekend...thurs my mommy came and picked me up. we drove home and i ate cake when i got there cus jack is a kewl little brother and he made me cake :D the next morning john picked me up and we ventured up to U of M. when we got there i saw jenn's room and met her room mate then we went out to eat at noodles and co....which i am in love with! (go figure hahahaha) then we met up with laura and saw her room and met her room mate, then we traveled over to urban outfitters where i bought the desperate housewives boardgame for $5...how amazing! john and i had to get back on the road so that we could make it to the girls hockey game to suprise them. (they thought i was gunna be at u of m all weekend....silly girls :P, u kno i wouldnt miss senior night) i love coming to see everyone there, i always feel so loved tehehe (and i cant wait for nikki and brie to come visit!! anyone else from the team wanna hitch a ride with them, ur more than welcome to visit!!) when i made it home again that night i went to my dads soccer game with the sibs then me n dad had a movie night when we got home.

saturday i chilled around the house for a bit with the fam then the love of my life (lauren) came over. the parentals left for the night and jack had dan, kron, and pat over fer a bit. laurens budds pat and danny came over too. lilly was a nightmare...but that is to be expected. after kron left we had dan and pat in the basement...and pat and danny upstairs...how hilarious!! after everybody left lo and i watched some vampire movies...it was hootful. the next mornin we had a boyband dance party, then went over to lo's house where we watched some sex and the city then the little mermaid. the guys came over just cus we all love eachother so much....(major bonding time hahaha) we ventured off to T-bell then to danny's for some DDR, desperate housewives, and ice fights (of course!) overall it was a very hootful time.

mon mom and i went shopping while we were supposed to be driving back to school so we ended up leaving way later than expected hahaa so i got to see john before i left again. once we got to miami it was late so mom just stayed over night in my room haha (random, i kno)

iv been in a happy mood pretty much ever since the weekend, woot!
lewis

drunk people, yes!

2006-02-10T17:39:35Z

last night my room mate went out and came back at 1:30 with her friend and they were both drunk off their asses, it was wonderful hahahaha. i made them romen and easy mac and they gave me twix bars (where did those come from!??) and then they sat down and talked for like...an hour. they almost got caught by our RA hahaha, it was marvelous....oh drunk people...

lewis

a year...

2006-02-09T00:18:38Z

its amazing how much a year can change things...

one year ago:i still was hoping that john would ask me out (he wasnt even designated as skippy yet!!!) now:our one year anneversary is on sunday one year ago: i played hockey with my favorite girls in the world now:i play hockey with a bunch of old men...haha one year ago:i danced nearly every day and twice a week with my love, lo now:i dance one day a week, ballet only, taught by a scary man who teaches botany (and lauren is far away rar!!) one year ago:i had no idea what miami would be like and didnt care about school work at all (woo senioritis! lol) now:i kno exactly what college is like and i focus on school work like whoa one year ago:i saw jenn and laura every day now: i have to drive 4 hours to see them one year ago: i didnt even kno the people i spend everyday with existed yet now: i spend every day with people i barley kno, but most of whom r pretty kewl one year ago: i lived at home and a small doggie of mine slept in my bed now: i live in a teeny dorm room and only fluffy orange pillows live on my bed

iv grown a lot in the past year, but i still miss a lot of things about how life used to be...i kno things cant go back to how they were and it makes me sad, altho im also excited for what lies ahead...i cant even imagine what ill be saying this time next year :)

lewie lew

nvrblikany1 @ 2006-02-01T15:28:00

2006-02-01T20:31:08Z

You scored as Dance. You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form.

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Dance

92%

Psychology

83%

Art

75%

English

75%

Theater

67%

Journalism

67%

Philosophy

58%

Sociology

58%

Anthropology

50%

Biology

42%

Linguistics

25%

Engineering

Chemistry

Mathematics

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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ahhh!! a dance major!?! thats what everything tells me i should be!! even the freakin ACT!! how does it kno if im a good dancer or not?? how does it kno if iv ever danced in my whole life!! the thing is...while i would love to be a dance major (or art or blah blah) they dont make any money in the real world and u have to have TALENT in order for that to work...thers a majors fair cocming up next week so hopefully i can look around and try to declair a major before i graduate....
rawr! lewis

nvrblikany1 @ 2006-01-29T18:52:00

2006-01-29T23:54:50Z

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW DO I GET MYSELF INTO THESE SITUATIONS!?! AHHHHH I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN Y IM UPSET!!!!

nvrblikany1 @ 2006-01-25T18:52:00

2006-01-25T23:58:00Z

i was sitting in the hall reading, waiting for my class to start today and a class accross the hall gets out. this guy walks a little ways then turns around and like...stares at me, i look up at him and he pretty much screams "omg i thought she was sleeping, like who does that? just hangin out in the hallway" and im like.......wha????? u crazy freako man...who cares if i WAS sleeping!! (ps....i was not, i was reading...but whatever) guys r so weird here....lol
then the other day i was eating in the dining hall alone at the very back table and this group of guys keep like...turning around, and theyr obviously looking at me, cus thers nothing in front of me and nothing behinde me and it just creeped me out, then i ate alone again another night, and the same guys did the same thing!!!!! they r weirding me out....tonight i went with some people but the one creepiest guy of them all was like two tables away and he kept looking over...like seriously, whats up with this, if u wanna talk to me, just do it! if not....then stop staring at me!!!!!!!!!!!!! bah, creepy guys r the reason we cant walk alone anymore...

sigh of releif

2006-01-22T17:33:58Z

while my tangled ball of problems is not all better yet it has at least been made easier to deal with....y did i forget about the one person iv always been able to talk to about anything, whos been there for me almost my whole life (there were a few months in the begining when she didnt exist yet...but i dont think my life was very complicated back then anyway) im goin back to my roots peeps....lo has saved the day!
lew

john is here

2006-01-20T19:47:43Z

ello, i havnt updated in a while, sry bout that my loves. i dont really have a lot to say, john is here yelling at his sister over the phone...yea, his fammily hates me...oh well, i guess we have problems. no big. i dont kno whats going on now...bahhh
mrarg

GOAL!!!!!

2006-01-15T00:34:20Z

good news: i made my frist goal last night in my hockey game!!! i was very happy!!! they even let me keep the puck which they dont usually do. it was an awesomely kewl goal...i got it off the rebound. altho, i hate my team. i wish all hockey teams were like the knighthawks, i miss my girls.
lewie

winter break

2006-01-08T23:44:18Z

winter break was amazing!! (sorry for not updating for like..a month) i got to spend some awesomely awesome quality time with my lauren which is always most enjoyed (bake off/modeling!!), i got to see my hockey girls tons cus i practiced with them which was soo fun, i got to see my high school friends who i probably wont see til summer now, i worked out almost everyday with my mom, i did some kick ass shopping and totaly spoiled myself, christmas was kewl, new years was even better, and best of all i saw john just about everyday of break and i miss him and everyone back home like crazy!! altho it is good to be back, i can get into a routine here, keep workin out, start my new classes, everything feels so fresh! yaaay!
i loved being home tho, i felt so loved. its so kewl to have people go crazy over u just to see u because they havent seen u in a while. i guess ill have that for a few years, its a good feeling, but crappy to leave...oh well, ill be home soon enough....when is summer?? ;)
lewis

hehe thanks for the tag erin!!

2005-12-07T16:55:32Z

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Listen to your heart (dance remix)-DHT
2. Home for christmas album- N*sync (yes....the entire thing!)
3. It's good to be in love-Frou Frou
4. A synonym for aquiesce-Bayside
5. Niki FM-Hawthorne Heights
6. Daughters-John Mayer
7. I want a hippopotomous for christmas-dont kno who its by, but its amazing!

TAG! YOU'RE IT:
1. Dana
2. Adriana
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7. Lauren

wow guys this is sad...i dont have seven friends who havent already been picked
:(

do it guys!!

2005-12-06T20:24:01Z

"If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me.

It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you."

thanks kash!!

this weekend

2005-12-04T22:38:50Z

this whole week i went into this like....weird self conscious state of hating myself. i had a very weird body image thing going on so this weekend i finally straightend my hair and put on real clothes and looked cute for once. i think it also had something to do with john not being reachable this week. o well, i just went crazy i guess. im feeling better now i guess and actually im getting ready to straighten my hair again so that this week i dont go crazy again.

this weekend was hootful tho. friday night i went to the hockey game against u of m (we won!! and we won last night too!!) then i talked to john for like 3 hours later that night.

saturday jen and i went uptown to christmas shop and it was tons of fun!! then we tried to get into the hockey game but the arena was full. so we went home and got ready to out. we ended up going to her brothers appartment for a while then his frat party where we DJed and played with this really pretty husky. it was freezing rain out so it was SO slippery out and we were falling all over the place. we ended up at 45 east to dance as usual it was fun fun times!! today iv just been lazing around and doing laundry n shtuff which i should probably get back to, peace out wods
lewis

thanksgiving break

2005-11-30T13:40:29Z

break was awesome!! i got a ride home with caitlin and brian zematis and john was waiting for me when i got home (just chillin with jack haha) erin and nicki came to see me that night too since there wasnt a hockey game (dont u worry tho, im coming to ALL hockey events over xmas break) i missed seeing the other girls but i guess there wasnt enough time in the weekend. that night we put my room back together, many thanks to johnny john for helping with that.
the next day i went shopping with my mommmy and then to the pistons game with jenn, then jenn and john came back to my house and we watched fight club.
then it was turkey day! i just kinda lounged for a long while until we went over to moms side of the family's dinner at aunt sallys house. we all sat at the grown up table...omg!! the dinner was a little late so we missed dinner with dads side of the fammily at aunt lisas but we ate dessert there. it was a wonderus reunighting with my lo where we danced to xmas tunes and played mafia. then me and lauren had a sleepover where we watched half a season of AYAOTD and it was marvelous.
the next day i made a turkey and went to see harry potter (which i was dissapointed in) and then a bunch of people came to my house to eat leftover thanksgiving food. we had a hootful time and ended up playing mafia for a good part of the night.
saturday rolls around and lauren and i went shopping at some fun places. first to target and such, then to royal oak for some awesomness. we came back and guess who was at my home without me knowing it?? john and chris, how random?!? hahaha they were rocking out with jack and dan...john spends more time with my little brother than me now :( hahahaha but thats ok, theyr kewl. so we ate dinner, played some cranium, went to caribu in bham to see lauras friend play. we saw ali (ahli, ollie, whatever) who was going through caribu to make a drug deal or something...who knows! a buncha people came back and we played mafia again, it was doubly awesome. then me n lauren stayed up til 6 am. we got up at 9 am, therefore leaving me with 3 hours of sleep...then mom started yelling at me so there was no chance of going back to bed. i was supposed to go to baby nathan's christening (the newest cousin) but i ran out of time to pack and such. so everyone left me and john came over and sat with me til caitlin got there to pick me up. i wasnt feeling too well when we left but i didnt sleep at all durring the car ride, which was stupid of me.
the next morning i woke up and just about passed out while brushing my teeth, so i came back, got myself some water and blacked out...not kewl. it was very scary so needless to say i didnt go to class, i went back to bed. i still dont kno what it was from, lack of sleep, wierd eating habits, just getting sick...perhaps a mix of all of them. im feeling mostly better now, but not 100% good again. xmas break i will have to remember to not kill myself.
lewis

ps, john is on that retreat thingy and i dont get to talk to him til fri night and its making me go crazy. he is the only thing keeping me from...i dont kno, doing crazy things :P

scary

2005-11-19T19:43:24Z

we had a fire last night and it was very scary. it was like 430 am and the fire alarm goes off. first of all its like the scariest noise in the world...second no one knew what was going on cus we had all just woken up so a lot of people didnt have shoes or sweatshirts or anything (and it was freakin cold outside) so we go thro the hallway and get to the middle section of our floor where there is a ton of smoke. we thought it was just a dumb drunk person pulling the fire alarm...but it obviously wasnt cus there was real smoke in the hallway, it was so scary! we got outside and could see the lights flashing from the windows like a haunted house, o man! this one really nice guy came and brought a buncha people sweatshirts cus he saw us out there freezing to death. they finally let us back in and then someone decided to be cute and pulls it again, so back we go out into the cold. i didnt get to sleep til 6 am or later cus i was so freaked out once i got back into the room (and jenna was gone already for turkey day, so i was all alone) overall it was a really scary expereince, i dont kno how else to explain it.
lewis
ps, i hate the boys of stanton hall...y is it funny to light the girls floor on friggen fire?? pranks like that rnt funny u immature little twits.

mah girls

2005-11-17T00:02:38Z

may i just say that i love all u knighthawks to death, i sooo with i had more time with u guys to be on ur team, play with u, get better with u, maybe even win with u (lets not get our hopes up tho ;p heheh just kidding) but ill be home for the game on tues!!! so ill cyall my little lovebirds
lewis

ps, thanks for the loving phone call before ur game my dears, ur season is gunna be kick ass!!

crazyness

2005-11-13T02:05:36Z

this week sucked. i had a buncha tests and stress and blah. the fam was supposed to come visit this weekend but mom hadta work so they bailed on me. thurs night john called and he was like 'what wrong' blahdy blah, he didnt have school friday and then all of a sudden he convinces his mom to let him come here!!!!!! it was insane. i still dont undertand how he did it. lots of love goes out to my boy for being there for me when i feel like shit. he didnt even stay 24 hours but he got to stay for my hockey game :) it made me happy.
friday night after johnny boy left i went to rocky horror with marcus andrew and his friend. it was fun. (i was supposed to see it with mom and jack) but at intermision they had a contest for 5 guys and 5 girls and of course marcus points me out and they pick me to go up. first the guys went and they had a race to see who could put on a bra, dress and heels the fastest. so im like shit...what r they gunna make us do!! they get the girls out there in a line and the guy is like 'so....we want to know if the female orgasm is true or not' i was ready to KILL marcus for making me go up there!!!! basicly...i faked an orgasm on stage in front of an auditorium full of people...ahhh!! i cant beleive i did that....ahh!! oh well...makes for a good story i suppose. i didnt go out after that cus i just didnt feel like it, and im not going out tonight for the same reason. i dunno, i just wanna go home now. i miss my family and john and lauren and jenn and laura (who called me last night) and my hockey girls and everyone!! bah, i just want to not feel like the odd man out all the time!!
at the moment theres three people drinking in my room hahaha yea, i need a break from college life. i just want to chill out and be with people who actually know me. mehhh

quiz

2005-11-08T04:29:09Z

hey all u LJ hoes, go into my aim profile, sroll down, see the link that says take my quiz?? well click on it and take it, its a hoot of a hootful time. lets see how well yall kno me. (congrats to lo and ad for already taking it mah dears) and now for the rest of u!!
lewie